My sad memories on that sunny Sunday in 1997.
"ATTEMPT OF MURDER" was my first thought, when I got the breaking news on TV, in the midnight hour! Sunday, August 31st 1997. Satanic midnight hour. On the 31st! 31 = 13 backward! In 1997 = 1+9+9+7 = 26 = 2x13! And then: The 13th pillar! Unbelievable!
Already too much for a coincidence. All bells ringing. They did it. I had feared and somewhat expected something like this to come. Poor Diana. Why didn't you fear your enemies enough?
A few months before she had given that ominous BBC interview, where she had been dressed in black. She had complaint about her difficulties within the Royal Family. She had said things that she never should have said in public, because her enemies would interpret this behaviour as disclosure, as trespassing of the Royal borders, one more time. Other thoughts and pictures came back into my memory. When I had seen that strange pre-requiem-like BBC interview I had been so upset, that I phantasized "She spoke her own death sentence, dressed in black!"
but had not expected this to become real and soon.
So this was to be the night of her execution. The broad and lengthy tell-a-vision reports "we still don't know and see no nothing yet" no matter if it was Skynews, BBC or CNN depressed me, I SAW that this was set into scene as ritualized murder. If she wasn't dead already, she would not come out alive, too much of a coincidence. Too many enemies in high places.
But I had to go to bed, it was 2 hours after midnight. Four hours of shallow sleep, I awoke and came back to watch TV. The news were so sad and depressing. Probably she had died already between 2 and 3 o'clock, I was told, blablabla, accident, blablabla. I was disgusted and felt 'holy wrath'. About the news and even more about the way the news were spread.
Sunday, the 31st August was such a lovely, warm late summer day.
And she was dead.
My hobo tribute via Elton John
Candle In The Wind 1997
My Tribute / Princess Diana - Slideshow
Goodbye England's Rose - Tribute to Princess Diana
me not the only one who had satanic ritual in mind
Spooks (MI5) Diana Conspiracy
and finally, my personal SAYONARA to Lady Diana
with the roughly, not quite accurate translated lyrics
of a song,
in English called
"Nobody Whom You Love is Dead"
Juliane Werding - Niemand den du liebst ist tot
taken from the Album
Land of Slowly Passing Time
yes, I do love you - heaven is red
nobody whom you love is dead
yes, I do love you - heaven knows
everybody whom you love is close
at first nobody says
where I was and a light
lifted me up to alien space
no more fear in me, I felt free
and I let the light shine bright
yes I do love you - heaven we are
all whom we love no more far
yes I do love you - heaven is red
nobody whom you love is dead
I never get forlorn
I will be reborn
one of our lifes to come
we will be new and as one
and we learn by this
to pardon and feel bliss
yes I do love you, yes I do love you, yes I do love you
heaven is true
all whom you love are close
yes I do love you, heaven knows
everybody who is loved is alive
(background chorus singing "sayonara")
sayonara is japanese for "fare well"
Thanks to Teres' who inspired me for this.